Breaking point

I think I've almost hit my breaking point. I should be happy but I don't feel that way. i even had a break down on the way home from work today. My boss is back at work; I should be happy. I have mutual exceptence on a condo; I should be extatic. I just applied for my job again and I'm gaurenteed the spot; I should be thrilled. I'm doing more music and playing soccer; I should be happy and energetc. But, I'm not. I really hope that this change in personality and behavior is a result of the meds my dr gave me because I would hate to think that I have become depressed on my own. I need to get my groove back


-- Short and to the point: LIT

Is it wrong...

Is it wrong to want things in your life/work/relationships to go "right" or how you planned it? Why is it so difficult? I know things/obstacles/events happen for a reason and you're supposed to learn from them, but you know what, it would be nice for your plans to play out the way you intended!

Arg...




-- Post From My iPhone

I'm so excited

So, I'm sitting at home, just finished an episode of BONES, moved on to the Bachelorette (yes, I did say the bachelorette) and then all of a sudden my phone rings. It's a ring time I hadn't heard in awhile. I looked over and saw a familiar face and it was BRITA! She is home; in Washington state!

All is right in the world today :)


-- Post From My iPhone

its been two weeks and i'm doing pretty good

so, two weeks ago i went in thinking i was having a cyst removed from one of my ovaries and woke up with a four inch incision and a large endometrioma removed. lets just say, not what i expected.

then, i stayed home for a whole week. however, there is some good news. i finally have a boss! it only took one year, but, better late then never.

i'm looking forward to the future. my roommate comes home on monday! i'm so excited!

more later... just wanted to say that i'm very thankful for all the prayers and good thoughts.

=D

wow, it has been awhile...

wow, it has been awhile since i've blogged. and to think, i was doing really well there for awhile. anywho...
lets see, whats new with me?



1. i turned 25

2. i moved out of the house

3. i've been going to trivia night just about every Tuesday

4. oh, i got to attend the Microsoft TechEd convention again this year, a lot of fun, lots of cool technologies coming out on the market, very exciting stuff

5. i get to hang out with some old high school friends

6. i go to go to my cousin's high school graduation in Gainesville, FL

7. i'm looking forward to mission trek this year, we're going to Great Falls, MT and we leave this Saturday!

8. my roommate just left for Africa (brita's blog) and is having a blast so far

9. can't wait for the summer to start and hoping to go to Eburg soon, having withdrawals

10. and on a more serious note, i get to have surgery in July to remove a cyst in an ovary



i made sure to have a variety activities this year, lol

Salt Lake City, UT

I just got back from a conference in UTAH where I learned a lot.

One of the main events was a Maroon5 concert.
Check out this video... you can tell you're surrounded by geeks, when you're at a concert and everyone has some a camera or video camcorder.



The conference was great! I learned a lot and can't wait to use what I learned to the benefit of World Vision.

neglecting my blog

i guess i need to go back a little ways...

christmas was great with the family. it was simple, at home, and the best part is, we weren't rushing to get anywhere.

new years eve was a blast spending time with jacque and her family.

work is good, i still don't have a boss but i've come to the conclusion that this is a great opportunity for me to make a place for myself.

life is good, but its still missing something...